EVANYVERN

2009-03-20T04:17:00.001-07:00

I have a new blog in www.evanyvern2.blogspot.com

=)

2008-12-31T22:04:00.000-08:00

laziness is IN!!!

Yesterday was New Year's eve. And guess what??? I made it a personal day for myself. eat-all-you-want and sleep-all-you-want and minimize movements for the rest of the day!.

So yeah, I was in bed the whole day watching TV. It was my first time not wearing my mini shorts and going to my dad's clinic to pick up eligible bachelors coming in as patients for the month. ;p

While waiting for my parents to be home for the New Year's eve dinner, I slept off. then, a moment later, mum entered my room to tell me that Cindy (my hamster supplier)'s dad was involved in an accident. and he died!!!

You see...

He entered my dad's clinic to check his blood pressure. After that, my mum chatted with him for a while. Then, he went out and chatted with the man next door selling old clothes.

After that, he crossed the road. No one knew what happened next. I think he tripped or something.. and a big lorry came and kaboom!!!

My parents were still inside the clinic unaware of the accident when people stated gathering and causing a massive jam just opposite the clinic. Then, my parents realised that something was wrong and they went out to enquire about the situation.

My mum told me that his head was crushed by the big lorry and his cerebral fluid were all over the road. And my dad saw his brains. Like...massive.

I thank God for stopping me from going to the clinic. The scene will haunt me for life. I can't even sit for 2 hours + watching Quarantine..what more scrambled brains!

Then, it was an emo night especially for my mum. I think she was still in shock. So, no happy New Year's Eve... my mum emo-ed the whole night. Life is short yeah.

Then, I thought I will go to meet Ursha for the beach party thingy we planned to go the night before.

Before I could even manage to send the sms, I received an sms from her. She was admitted into the hospital. And when I called her, she told me that she was alright and feeling better but they insisted that she stays a night in the hospital.

I made a conclusion that they wanted the money from her overnight stay. Thus, we planned to go out the next day on New Year.

Today morning, I received another sms from Ursha telling that she's got dengue. So, I will be spending the day with her in the ward.

AND...no more pictures!!!

FYI,I suffer from a disease where I will look intensely and scrutinize photos of me, vitiate and perturb my tiny brain trying to pick out one which is better. (I am lifeless!) it is so difficult to find the nicer picture (which won't make my face look fatter!) and so, I will ask mum to help me with the job. which usually works. i am so indecisive! (OK, why don't i post all the pictures up??...Well, I can't let people know I'm a cam-whoring biatch ) for real!

HAPPY 2009!

MY RESOLUTION THIS YEAR IS TO BE HAPPY 365 DAYS!!!

DAYS OF EMO-NESS ARE O-V-E-R!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

m-a-l-a-c-c-a its a LONG... way there!

2008-12-29T21:10:00.000-08:00

(MALACCA

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

(*screams* "faster take the picture b4 this thing turns itz head towards me!!!")

(I'm trying to look as if I was petting the pony...hmmm..unsuccessful!)

(sachee driving in high speed. fu yoh!!)

(the discovery of raw sausages.... =.=yucks!)

(me and David aka TER 97)

(chicks! their future is to be in KFC... run while you can!)

(morning exercise. just for the camera. *Jason...what are you doing?!!*)

(still a mystery to me...hmmm...u sure your mum gave that to you....??? *looks at him suspiciously*)

(the room of the great Evan and Lisa! unprepared shot! i almost lost my voice screaming with nic and lis in the room!)

(rented the bike to take a couple of shots..)

(D couple!)

(i look better with it... :P well...as usual! )

(FKING SCARY RIGHT????!!!! )

(they weren't together yet. so, I'm not consider a tiang lampu!)

(again...im 'petting' a pony!)

(unsuccessful attempt to touch d pony again!)

(d top 3 pretty girls in the trip..:p -there were only 3 girls in the trip-)

(chicken farm!! finally! a proper group picture!)

(us...again!)

(just me~!)

(we just love taking pictures!)

(ahhh!!!! morning breeze!)

(i look so tall yeah! lisa's trick)

(waiting for saache to wake up from his beauty sleep!!!)

(L-O-V-E!)
(why is the sky blue...???)

(have fun guessing !!)

(wind effect! fuyoh.. the back seat belongs to them. love begins.... !)

(rice balls. rm0.30 sebiji)

(hungry?? ayam melaka. haha)

(when hunger strike growing teens)

(caught in action!!)

(a skillful driver for 1 year! )

Malacca trip was fun.

A big thank you to Ashy for showing us his town. (ahem!) It has been such a wonderful and memorable trip with many happy endings. I'm so glad things did happened there. now, i feel so relieved that all my secrets are out in the open. (except for having a crush on sache.it was a joke k! bring it up one more time and i swear i will personally kill you! i was aware on what i was saying). Finally, no more hiding who i wanna be!

Thank q to Sache for riving us there.

Thank q to the 2 Malacca dudes for making fun of Twilight in the cinema (Malacca people do not understand the meaning of romanticism.)

Thank q to David for giving me raw alcohol and making me drunk.

Thank q Nic for accompanying me the whole night.

To Lisa for listening to my blabbering (i swear i did not pee on you!).

To Jason for convincing me that God do exist!

To everyone for carrying/dragging/pushing me to the toilet!

I promise I will stay away from alcohol....NOT! ;P

happy birthday ezreena!

2008-12-29T00:50:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to you....may you have a wonderful day today.
May all your wishes come true...
And may God keep you safe, healthy and sexy all year round!

christmas fever!

2008-12-26T20:13:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS!!!!! .

The season that i have been waiting for the whole year round!

The season that i love the most.

The season to celebrate the love of God!!! Jesus was born to save mankind!!!

This year, instead of my usual outing with friends and partying, i have decided to spend Christmas at home with my family-first time!!!

We had a new guest this year, Vivien, my bro's gf. I think i like it better this way. Just a nice cosy dinner with the people you love.

This year, mum and I had finally put up the Christmas tree properly and arranging the decorations nicely. previously, we couldn't even be bothered to open up the leaves properly. how lazy! :)

And yesterday, Ursha and I went to watch The Spirit(LAME!). an outing after Christmas.. just the two of us! and laughing at the 'young' kids trying their very best to look their best in Jusco. lol! and both of us only wore tshirt and shorts there. hello...its just jusco people, not NewYork Fashion week!!!!

and Lisa called me for an hour yesterday to talk about...bout... bout... hmmm... ok.. we talk crap!!! nonsense!! mainly because we were too bored la. ;0

THE SPIRIT... i was stupid enough to ask Ursha "is it a scary movie???" The movie was so dumb! but hilarious and sexy!

Petting zoo on Christmas day!....

me and dad after Christmas service...

mama and me in the balcony area!

Vivien and i..

mama tired after church...

me..viv..and..assie.. ;p

poser!..

i look like a statue. ahaha.

me and mama before service starts..

2008-12-24T01:24:00.000-08:00

" 18 year old girl die because of depression. the real reason is only known by her best friend"

and even lisa is smart enough to tell me it is a sin!

how cool is this.

what am i thinking.....

if i am unhappy, i should let the ppl that make my life so unhappy to suffer.!

why suffer myself?!

i have no friends!

I'm so unhappy about everything today that i have decided not to help up in making the thanksgiving meal.

no salad, no mashed potatoes, no cocktails.

I'm so pissed with so many things and all i wanna do it to stab all the people that is pissing me off with a fork.

they wont die but they will suffer.

then, they will know how it feels to torture my soul this way.

arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my emo side is back!!!! help...!!!!! why must it happen now when i dont have any friends with me. i pity Lisa. i scolded her for everything wrong about my life and all she can do is listen and be silent.

jkjdhauidywiuefhdfnkxnvdrfgifeifehrt

DAMN!

2008-12-23T21:17:00.000-08:00

2008-12-23T20:47:00.000-08:00

why... why... why... why... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why are you out to crash my life. why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

come la babe. try coming to my place. just try!~

i know the place don't belong to me but.... i despise you.

and anyway, if you come, i promise you, you will spend the most miserable 5 years of your life with me.

trust me. oh girl, you haven't seen the wild side of me yet. 1 year in Taylors i have been acting good.

but now, if you step on my tail, I'm sorry pal but i think ill have to demolish you.

desperate!! there's two big female dogs here. BEWARE.

~~God i know you are punishing me for the vegetarian thingy but please don't do this to me... my life is miserable enough...~~

oh what am i saying??? its christmas eve!!! time to forgive and forget!!! so yeah!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!

Repentance....

2008-12-21T20:57:00.000-08:00

I broke my vegetarian cycle. daddy asked me not to be silly and do something that will benefit my christian life. so, after thinking all night, i have decided to be a gospel blogger. (although i have no idea how to do that! I need help!) =.=

stilllllll....I will not run away from my obsession of being a vanity blogger-even if no one is interested in reading anything about my life. :P

Well, let me introduce you to a bible character today. his name is John The Baptist. he is the apostle, son of Zebedee, brother of James, called "son of thunder".

John 1:6-9 reads... "There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. This man came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all through him might believe. He was not the Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. That was the true Light which gives light to every man coming to the Earth.."

Basically, John's mission to Earth was to be a messenger to announce the arrival of Jesus. His job is to tell the world that the Saviour is about to come. and he was totally committed to his purpose. John is a preacher who basically teaches people about repentance. to repent is actually not be really really sorry about your mistakes only but wanting God to help you to live His way.

As believers, it is important that we follow John's footsteps in fulfilling our purpose in God's mission. Use whatever talents you have in helping in God's mission. My Sunday School teacher used to tell us " God uses everyone regardless of age, skin colour, appearance and talents" . :)

But please be true to what you are doing. Don't do God's work just to gain popularity in the Youth group or for the sake of getting praises from people. Then, your purpose is wrong and what you are doing is just in vain. Remember, God is never asleep. He is watching over you!

So,isn't it time you do something????!!!!! :) till next time, God Bless!

2008-12-21T20:14:00.000-08:00

Pastor Leroy Ng is SOOOO funny! are all Ngs that funny?? Totally enjoyed his sermon!

(snapshots before leaving to church :P)

2008-12-20T00:13:00.000-08:00

Back to Ipoh!!!!

Im so glad and happy to be back to my beloved room. lolz. 3 days in Subang were spent stonning with Shan, Ash and YW. oh... not forgetting Bounce! :)

I found out that we were good stonners in these 3 days. Four humans standing in front the cinema, in a shop, on the elavator and basically every single place we can stop and stone. I have to keep checking with Ash on our purpose for going 1U that day. He obviously had no idea as well. And, on our way back, Mr Oh-i-cant-wait-for-5-minutes-while-waiting for-the-traffic-light-to-change-colour guy decided to go for an adventurous road home. he had no idea where he was going and kept asking me to hush up. Anyway, we managed to go back Subang safely...

Well, yesterday Shan and YanWei was out the whole day. And so, I ate my lunch breakfast and dinner in Shan's apartment. Maggi mee for breakfast, a cup of milk for lunch and maggi mee for dinner. :) and...i finished watching Gossip Girl season 1 and season 2 until episode 10!! :) satisfaction!!!

Well, Im actually done with Subang already. told my parents i wont be going down unless Taylors hire me for the open day job. *>*

2008-12-16T17:14:00.000-08:00

Tertiary Entrance for Ng, Wai Vern
University Entrance

The Tertiary Entrance Rank (TER) indicates how well you have performed relative to others in the population, taking into account variations in students participation from year to year.

Tertiary Entrance Rank: 84.40

THANK YOU GOD! YOU MADE MY PRAYERS COME TRUE!

God is so wonderful. With my own ability, I would have never gotten the results I have now. I do admit, it's not as good as my brother's and sister's but, the fact remains that I did it.

I spent the whole year idling and studying last minute and the results that I have gotten is way better than what I had expected!! I am so so blessed!!

I even have Es for my trials. Even mum prayed that I'll at least get Cs !. Not so malu-mah. But God gave me Bs and on top of that I even got an A!!! :)

I prayed for a TER of 80 only. Even if its 80.0. However, he gave me an extra 4.4! (im fated with the number 4 and 3!)

I was so frustrated today morning. I came out at 7am to online in dad's clinic and all I manage to do was to check Ursha's results.

2 hours of trying laboriously - "200807H" "200805H" "200708H" and it went on and on. Why? cos i even forgotten my index numbers! And finally, I decided to call Taylors up . the lady was not too happy when i told her i lost my SACE paper. however, she wished me good luck before putting down the phone.

After keying in everything,I saw my results... I screamed and ran into the examination room shouting and hugging mum. I was very certain that the two patients outside the waiting room were laughing at me!

I really wanted to tell my friends what I got but after calling Taylor's to ask for my SACE registration number, my credit vanished. (it's ok!) turns out that ive actually keyed in the right SACE numbers but with the wrong alphabet! H and L...(big difference larh!)

God truly exist. I will never doubt his existence anymore!

I miserably failed my chemistry paper all year long. I knew I totally went off in the essay part in the finals. And even my forecast was a D. Useless me!

I knew I didnt do well at all for my maths. I couldn't answer one whole section which costs about 10 marks. and the whole year, i hardly passed all the maths tests. Terrible me!

And I knew the mistakes I made for physics were outright horrible due to the wrong terms used. Hopeless me!

Each time mum got my report she'll yelled- why all Cats, Dogs and Elephants!!!(grade C, D and E) why no Apples or Bananas. (Grade A and B)

Thus, it was certainly not by luck or a mistake for me to get the results. It was all by the grace of GOD.

I know I could get a higher TER, but, I did pray to God ....

" Dear Father, Im not asking for 85 and above. 80 above also i am very happy already."

so yup!. :)

My mum was extremely glad. Her daughter who has been failing subjects and subjects throughout the WHOLE year finally passed and got A and Bs!!. As a matter of fact, she's already into enrolling me for a repeat SAM in 2009! Yup. even before my actual results were out! Cant blame her if you were in her shoes! Ha Ha..mum, u can save at least 20K on the repeat SAM fees! However, I was a little disappointed with my Bio marks!! You know, ITS the only subject that i excel in ( beside English ) and i only got a B ! But... that's not the point. I can enter PIDC without appealing! yeah baby!

I truly believe that by faith, everything is possible. After you pray, have no doubt because he is God. You can ask for anything in his name and he will grant your favours. Very much like a genie in a bottle except that our God think much further into the future and HE'll decide what is best for us.

If you did not get a good result, its OK. God may have other plans for you. Believe me. Trust me! I was in the moment of darkness before. I know how it feels when you think that God is not answering your prayers. But, what you need to do is PERSEVERE. Continue praying until he answers you! Cant really blame HIM - considering the amount of prayers HE has to listen and answer!

Ive made a vow to God that if he answers my prayers, I will be a vegetarian for a month,(except Christmas day -too many good foods around and yes, i've already mentioned that to Him :)). So yeah, I don't mind not eating my favourite beef burger! hey, Ajay survived eating vegetables his whole life k! but its certainly going to be extremely difficult for me cos I'm basically carnivorous .

I'm so happy now. I know its not excellent results to many people but, for someone who has been failing maths, chem and physics the whole year, its the best thing ever! I truly thank God. i think my teachers will be so amazed by my results cos they've really given up on me. HaHaaaaaaaaaaa.

VEGETARIAN FOOD

Happy Birthday!

2008-12-16T00:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SMALL MOUTAIN

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stay cute and loving forever

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weee. I have finally finished my Christmas shopping. yeah!!! Everyone's gift is finally ready!! Hooray!

Ok. Its a lie. A real big lie! :)

Wish I'm married to the Jusco boss (or maybe it should be his son??). Then, I will get a free hand to everything I fancy. Too bad, dreams don't usually come true.

However, I did managed to meet up with Jowen today. (thankx for driving me babe!) heard alot of stories and was updated with many things about Ipoh.

Jo, please makbulkan my hajat tomorrow. :) and thanks for the really delicious meal and nice shirt! and you still look stunningly gorgeous to me! and about the "look into the mirror and ask yourself,"what is wrong with me?? why am i not into guys??" thing, i did that. and the reply was "i believe in true love!" :)

that Is the answer. I don't need a guy in my life to survive. Im happy in a world of my own. seriously! yes, i do get jealous and annoyed looking at couples but however, I do not make in an issue. its ~~not~~ my priority-finding a boyfriend. :) What's the big deal?!

false alarm..

2008-12-14T20:03:00.000-08:00

false alarm... =.=

i prepared myself the whole night to wake up at 6am to wait for my results... FALSE ALARM!!!! extremely pissed now. i just want it to be over soon. H-A-I-H-X.

Why!!!

WHy!!!!!

WHY!!!!!!!!!

Ash said it might be a good sign. I'm looking at it from different points of view and yet, i still can't see anything good about it. well, God works in many ways/.. so, i guess ill just have to wait..

so, yesterday, Vineyard had a Christmas celebration. my 4ee and cousins came down from kl. so yup, took them touring the piece of land that was passed down from my kong kong to my papa. .no more durian trees.. heartache.. 50 over trees all chopped down. ya ya..

2008-12-13T03:04:00.000-08:00

one in a million. haha. finally. after 2 weeks, I'm not even feeling it anymore. which is really good. so i guess il just add some pictures. :P and thank Lisa,Ash,Bounce,YanWei and Kenny for staying with me for almost ten hours during the audition.

sorry to disappoint all of you~. lolx. i will admit it now that it was entirely my fault.i was too exhausted and mentally unprepared to sing. I'm just not ready for self torture....yet! lol.

to mend my tortured soul, Ash,YW Kenny took me to bukit bintang after the audition...at 10pm!!! and thanks Kenny for paying for the Wild Child movie ticket. lol. went back to Subang at 3am...]

hey...so what if i dint get through. i thank God instead for blessing me with such wonderful and supportive friends. good friends are hard to find..im glad i found them. two weeks ago, i would not have understand god's purpose on sending me to the auditions. But now, i have finally figured it out...to show me how blessed am i to have great friends..! Thank you God!!

(i have supporters! hahaz)

(9744-SURELY DIE!)

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(emo-ing~)

My audition for ONE IN A MILLION.......

2008-12-02T03:35:00.000-08:00

..........OKOK... so i didnt get through the audition.........So sorry to disappoint so many of my frens. BUT, i will never wallow in self pity nor brood in despair! My motto of -"Nothing is impossible" still stays. Case closed for time being...Will blog in DETAILS after my Malacca trip next Monday. till then, bye bye.

2 picks of today....

2008-11-27T00:47:00.000-08:00

I think I know who sucker is. desperate single jealous female. oh well. Go on writting stuffs about me. Im enjoying it. :) RP is working on me.!!!

The next time you want to call me a *****, look at youself first k. Anyway, a ***** is a female dog, dog barks, bark are on trees, trees are part on nature and nature is beautiful. Thank you for complimenting! so loving you. we should really meet up some day! I can't believe i have such a loyal admirer. that's so sweet of you! oh ya! please be original and not copy my z and x behind sentences. Thank you!

I wanted to post something about hot girls. and, i realised, i only think that hayley and abbey are hot. so, i decided to ask Ezna to help....

Ezreena.. says:
u there??

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
iM here

Ezreena.. says:
lol

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
stop starting of d chat with that

Ezreena.. says:
k d plan is this

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
its so dumb lame stupid

Ezreena.. says:
i dunno ur there or not la doink

Ezreena.. says:
coz its busy!!!

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
eh

Ezreena.. says:
anyways

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
wait

Ezreena.. says:
wt?

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
name me 3 hot girls

Ezreena.. says:
huh?

Ezreena.. says:
celebrities?

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
name la

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
need not to be

Ezreena.. says:
ursha yvern jowen

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
WAG also can

Ezreena.. says:
lol

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
hahahahaha!

Ezreena.. says:
victoria beckham

Ezreena.. says:
cheryl cole

Ezreena.. says:
heidi klum

Ezreena.. says:
katie holmes

Ezreena.. says:
jessica albaa

Ezreena.. says:
alba*

Ezreena.. says:
ng wai vern

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
im here

Ezreena.. says:
so?

Ezreena.. says:
why u want 3 hot girls?

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
i want to b like dem

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
flash flash

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
haha

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
din't know i attracted u...

*they laugh because i am different.i laugh because they are the same* says:
shy la

Ezreena.. says:
yea yea

well, i would love to post a picture of myself with the caption (i think she is hot!!) but....no,I am an extremely modest being. I'm pretty hot sexy brilliant beautiful smart cute innocent but the world doesn't need to know that! (joking!)

The pretty hot sexy Hayley Williams!!!!!

The pretty hot and sexy Abbey Clancy!!!!!!!!!! if you don't think she's hot, you are most welcome to leave this site...FOREVER!!!!! Peter Crouch is so lucky to have her... tsk tsk...

2008-11-26T21:32:00.000-08:00

Sick.

Sick.

SICK!!!

Im going to miss the comfort of home. going to miss watching Moonlight Resonance with mum.. miss listening to dad's history review. Miss my messy room. Oh/ that's so random.

Ive been on9-ing for the past 2 hours in dad's clinic. Needed medical attention for my chicken soup tragedy (only my Facebook contacts know what am i crapping here. :( )

Witnessed a lot of funny cases here. Rather touching cases. A few minutes ago, a mother came in with a very sick looking baby. She was crying her eye balls out. The baby look so weak. tsk tsk. Should have taken the baby to the hospital la. Anyway, its seriously no big deal la. The mother was acting as if the baby was about to die. What's the big deal la. (this is the second main reason why i don't want to be a doctor..I do not sympathise)

ok... I'm leaving Ipoh tomorrow(on a jet plane...- if I am ever going to be that rich to own a jet plane la).. so, I am leaving Ipoh with the bus. hmmm. Maybe one day I will be rich enough to own a jet plane. don't worry people. I will give free rides to all of you!

So, I managed to trim my own hair. yeah. Money crisis these day. Actually, I got mum to do it for me. so cool yeah. I wanted to curl my hair but the hairstylist that I trusted for years went for her Hong Kong trip. And i don't really want to do it in KL since it will cost like what...rm300 for a short hair like mine?? Curling is expensive! Don’t think my parents will pay even a cent for my fathomless aesthetic needs. What should I say? Daddy can you please give me RM300 to curl my hair so I can look sexy to lure future single hot guys? well, it is a dream worth dreaming...

I apologize profusely, effusively, copiously to every single broken souls out there for my obsessively long posts. so, I'm going to keep it short and simple. :) that's all for today.

I am going to remove the chat space on my blog tonight to avoid lifeless creatures from posting any other childish comments. lala~~

decode

2008-11-26T03:54:00.001-08:00

Dear Ashy. thanks for taking the bus down to support me. so, im putting this video here for you to listen to evry single time you visit me blog. :) don't eat too much pizza. very fattening. but since you are all bones, i think you can have it. :) tatax!

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! :) i come in peace

2008-11-26T00:46:00.000-08:00

"wo shou ni xing, ni cheow xing.

wo shou ni pu xing, ni cheow pu xing.

ru guo wo shou ni xing, ni sou ni pu xing, ni hai shi xing.

ru guo wo shou ni pu xing, ni shou ni xing, ni hai xi pu xing!!"

-Sa Yee, 08-

Ww!!! So your dad does fraudulent business, your mother is up with something dirty, your sisters are pimping and your brother is in jail… are all these my fault?

Did I took a pen and stab your pet dog in my sleep?

no??

Then why are you trying so hard to destroy my life?

I can't go around satisfying every single broken soul in the planet. No one can!! (except God. and all of God's people say.... Amen! :p ).

I just can't take it anymore. I am staying back home to rot and to cure me emotic soul. Don't bother questioning.

Every small things in my life is running chaotic. *screams!!* I am still living on the bible verse Jason sent me that day.

OKOK. *slaps the keyboard with oversize fingers* wake up evan!

Friday will be a new day as i am finally going to get myself a job. i am eyeing to work in the Japanese (or is it Korean restaurant??) , Shun ( if I'm not mistaken) in front of Sheraton. The main reason why i wanted to work there was because I'm assuming free food will be given to future employees. If you are wondering why do i need the cash for, its for the sake of my Malacca trip. See...I'm broke! At this very moment, I only have rm3 left in my cowwie bank. (note that it is cowwie-for cow, and not piggy)

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This is bad. But mum asked me to wake up from my dreams as they will never hire a lazy worker like me. hmmm... well...you might never know..I might get promoted to be the manager due to my great smile. *winkiex*

Today I woke up with this horrible dream. It was audition day and I came out of the audition room crying and telling Ashy how I was asked to leave the room before even opening my mouth. and Lisa was laughing at me and the cameras were rolling. *shivers* I should really consider whether is it a wise choice going for the auditions. hmmmph.

Alright alright. I know I sound really pathetic now.. so what? Isn't this MY blog!! oh. Im enjoying this! *smiles*

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Fever is getting higher and I think Im losing my thinking abilities. Am going to cut my hair tonight! on my own. I should really consider being a hair stylist. I think Ill do pretty well as one.

Christmas is near. I need a new camera, a new hand phone, a laptop, a mp3 player. (for Santa to fufill).

Dear Jowen, Christmas is near. NO! Don't get any wrong ideas. Im not asking not asking for presents. You know, the book Twilight.. Ive been wanting to read it for soOOOOO long. So i waited for my exams to be over. Then, i realised that all my money was spent on prom. So, im broke. (am i hinting it in the right way??) OH GOD, i miss you so so much!

(ignore the picture of Jojo on my wall. lolx)

(my room!! God, i just love the mess!!! its so... so... so... ME! *sobz*)

(The room looks better from this angle)

(finally..someone tuned the guitar for me!)

(model model ulu chepor!! *applause!*)

(i enjoy being a lesbian! she left me for CK! evil!)

]

I was quite emofied when I started this post, but towards the end, I felt so much happier! Im going to be very open to what others think about me and will not be affected by their words anymore. no matter who they are and what I thought they were! hey hey! ok. CDC.

2008-11-24T20:17:00.000-08:00

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think....

my romeo lost his way and is too lazy to ask for directions...
let's just say....
I'm destined to be single for life. not pathetic though as i have a great bunch of single friends to share my single life with.
ill maybe join the army or something...
hmmm....
on second thought, maybe not..can't really do 100 push ups.. lolx.

boastful S.O.B

2008-11-24T19:11:00.000-08:00

Please remind me why do i have a friend like Soon 'Chien' Chien??

oh ya.. to crash my spirit into ashes and smithereens at times when i needed it the most.

Remind me again why do i consider him as my good friend??

oh ya.. to tell me i can't make it when he's supposed to be supporting me. hmph!

THANX DAVID!!

audition ma...

2008-11-23T19:53:00.000-08:00

be afraid. be very afraid.

ill go give it a try to this audition thingy.

but i need to really remind you all to take a chill pill.

if i don't get through, i know ill disappoint everyone.

although bouncer told me "we are not worried if u made it or get rejected. we'll be proud of you if you have tried. but if u don't, we will all be very sad knowing that you have the voice 2 reach great heights... we want people who can sing 2 win and not some fellow that sound like an old grandfather"

and Ashy said "we will still love you"

and Lisa. OK. she dint send me any its OK messages mainly because she really think that i can get through la.. hmmm... she sent me this "can one! you enter finals!. cant wait. i want to be on tv. hahahaha. you know when they shoot the audience. haha".

and mum told me "never mind la..at least you tried ma.."

and ursha said " you never know................."

so ya. hope i don't freak out. now the main problem is to find a suitable song. omg! cant wait to meet paul moss!!! hahahahax!

boring prom...~

2008-11-23T00:42:00.000-08:00

[pictures are posted before this post see below]

Eagerly was I , waiting for the prom night to arrive... too bad, it was nothing but a flop, a complete disaster! I wanted a hair-do. I envisaged a replica of Ashlee mixed with Avril and a lil Paramore-ish hair-do but, the fella had to make me looked like a chinese opera singer who sings during the Hungry Ghost Festival in the temples!

I debated with him that a long hair do would be better but he said it doesnt suit my gown and so on and so forth. Well, since he's a pro, I have to trust him. Following which, my make-up was another disappointment.. I looked like someone out of the grave. and the whole deal cost me rm100!

Should have trusted my talents and make up myself . I could have saved that for my Genting trip later. Everytime i looked into the mirror i felt like stabbing myself with his big hair pin because i look so mature (could have landed myself a role as a vampire in Twilight)

A big thank you to Ashy and Aravind for so-called temaning me to eat breakfast in Taipan.Had to warn them to tell me the truth and nothing but the truth when they see my hair-do. Anyway, they dint say anything when they saw me and i think it was because they dint want to hurt my very fragile piece of broken soul. lolx. Lisa was unhappy about how the lady had used red lipstick for her lips as well. haizx. Scary!!!

Well. we arrived at the hotel room after being lost in the wrong hotel. (thanks to the smart Lisa!). After getting ready, i realised i look like a bride and Lisa looked like my bridesmaid. hahax. she wanted to stand in front of the door and collect $888.88 from Jason-as he was my date for the prom. ok.

To cut the long story short, everyone looked gorgeous except for me... Instead of an 18 yr old going for prom , i looked as though i was getting MARRIED!.! The boys were taking ages to get ready so, instead of waiting for them to get ready and come to our doorsteps, we had to go and sambut them. wow. Bunch of handsome dudes. Reminds me of Zac Efron a lil. haha (i was paid to say this!). lolx.

We spent some time in the ballroom. Couldn't stand it anymore and so, i had to escape with Lisa, Ash and Jason to go collect the birthday cake from Aman Tan. (nic's bf). The fish was the last dish I saw on my plate. oh. Before i forgot, thank q Jason for being such a wonderful date. He actually helped me pull my chair, took the fish balls, kept putting food on my plate, helped me carry my handbag everywhere i went and picked up my fallen napkin. Couldn't asked for a better date! lol. The only mistake he made was leaving me alone in Euphoria. kejam!! injured myself because no one was on the look out for me!

After nibbling on the fish on my plate-which was filled with bones (have to remind them to serve boneless fish next time!) i headed back to the hotel room with Lisa to help store Nicole's birthday cake. I was adamant to alter my hair-do and paint the town red. But, imagine for that, I have to remove approximately 28 hair pins from my hair! It was havoc taking down the hair. Anyway, I enjoyed every moment of it. Lisa and me pretended to be sex maniacs that enjoyed cursing in the room! hahax.

Well, when we returned to the hotel lobby, the party was still going on. however, we decided to enjoy ourselves in Euphoria after all the 'change over'. By then, I have already transformed myself from a blushing bride to a punky teen.. Nicole was still blur about why we had left her alone in the ballroom-have to prepare ma...

Euphoria was okla. Better than the prom and we dint even have to pay a single cent! (except for the drinks la). Miny and David couldn't enter at first as they were underaged. But, they managed to sneaked in somehow and they really enjoyed the fun there. Miny was crazy!!! So glad for them lolx.

And i had finally gotten the guts to appologize to my long lost enemy. haha. wonder where have i gotten the guts to do that. Here, I really have to thank my guy friends (Ash, sorry for slapping you and saying that your dancing sucks, Jason, sorry for poking your eyes and making you do the crazy dance with me, David,i knew you too were drunk but sorry for stealing your tie, Aravind,sorry for making you hold the coat and making your night so terrible, Dnesh,sorry for making you carry my heels, Kenny& Chun wei, sorry for making you two feel like slapping me). lol. tui pu chi!!!

A whole bunch of thank yous to them . thanks for sticking with me on the dance floor till 4, thanks for protecting me, thanks for making me stand straight. bla bla bla. i owe you guys so much!! lol. also thank q to Lisa for playing hi-5 with me! haha. Nice dance on the podium!!

Too bad, no thanks to them for not taking good care of me on the way back.i feel and injured foot. The fall was actually quite funny. hahaz. on my arse.! So, the night was over. Not really over also as later, i went out with the guys to buy roti canai for the birthday girl with swollen eyes due to smoke allegy! ok.

Then ya... i became the TIANG LAMPU of Nicole and Aman. I admit it. she was supposed to lose her viginity on the night of her 18th bitrhday and i spoilt it! (Have no inkling who's great opinion that was!) happy?! haha.

I slept for an hour and woke up at 7. I went back to my room and i found jason awake. The rest was sleeping like logs. being oh-so-motherly, i went around to check that they are well tucked in. Offered 2 pillows from Nic's room to Kenny and Ashy and threw Yanwei's blankie to one of Jason's friend.

Then, i decided to wake a few of them up by pouring chilli sauce on their faces. (saachi almost killed me!). lol. it was fun though.

We then headed to Lagoon after celebrating Nic's birthday. It was really fun looking at Ashy and his friends playing in the water like some pathetic 5 year old kids. My emo syndrome struck me again that day and so, i watched them play like a mother hen watching over her brood (or more like a headmistress bringing the kindergarden kids to a field trip).

Then, it rained!! heavily!!. a big tq to yanwei for carrying the umbrella half naked just to get us out of lagoon. ya. and so the story ends here..

The Boring Prom...(PICTURES!)

2008-11-22T21:57:00.000-08:00

(HAIR TALK. nice shop.)

(my 2 bridesmaid)

(damn cute eh??!!)

(thank god im not the tallest here!!!)

(at the location spot)

(my very loyal date. :P)

(our BELOVED mentor!!!. ahem!)

(nic looking extremely hot and sexy!!)

(ashy boy. he'll always be our prom king!)

(Bouncer yang aku cinta!! lol)

(mrs ong!!! missed her so so very much!!!)

(jason teh chia seng)

(sher ying looking sizzling hot!!)

(amanda dalam gelas. lolx.)

(chien chien and me!!! so short. but still so cute!!)

(wanted to act cool la. lol)

(with chuinee. so cute!)

(M.O.S)

(candid! david's wu liow job la!)

(not bad eh... lolx )

(with Kat)

(miss tan. i dragged her to the deck and she followed behind me eagerly. then, she asked lisa and i to go dance with her on the dance floor. damn cool!. )

("lisa! i am not drunk. just a little wobbly!! hi-5!! ")

(i had no idea what i told him that night. miny said i look so "sparkling". whatever that meant!)

(bounceee!!!!!!!! hope u r working on that split!!)

(trio of g6!. lol)

(outside the hotel Lobby)

(inside the hotel lobby)

TIRED!! HELP!

2008-11-15T16:17:00.000-08:00

I am so tired. I was trying to do the impossible yesterday. Firstly, trying to get the contacts out of my freakishly small eyes and secondly, was trying to finish Moonlight Resonance is 1 night (which can never happen since it has about 30 episodes i think. I finished at 7 and an hour later, my mum woke me up to get ready for church. My whole body was screaming of fatigue. I could hardly open my sleepy eyes. oh god!! and the show was freakingly emo-ish! My mum had actually woken up with 2 swollen eyes!! and she had only watched the first 5 episodes!!!!!

I'm heading back to subang in a few hours time. Nothing beats me than to look at the heavy traffics of KL. It took me quite some time to get used to the quiet environment here. 4 months i had not return and now that I'm here, i realized that i really really miss all my friends in Subang.

Yesterday, on my way to Ipoh to meet Cv, I found out that Malaysian teenagers are really ignorant!!. I was taking the bus to Ipoh and the whole bus was so crammed up. If you are wondering why am i traveling in a bus, ill tell you why. Firstly, I don't have a driver. Secondly, I'm not pampered and so, I don't need my parents to shuttle me where i want to go. I am independent! ( survivor song playing on my head now) and thirdly, I can't drive because I'll be a real road hazard. Anyway, back to the story, the bus was packed like sardine with people from different backgrounds and different body odor.

Ok, that's not the point. There were many school children in the bus with st. john and girl guide uniforms (oh! i missed those days!!) . I was one of the lucky ones who had landed my huge ass on a seat. An a few minutes later, a pregnant lady came up carrying a toddler in one hand and a little girl on the other hand. And none, i repeat, N-O-N-E of the teenagers woke up to offer her a seat! Like what the hell! What's wrong with these people. I so badly wanted to give up my seat but the i-have-a-humongous-ass-and-I'm-going-to-land-it-on-some one's-face's guy will take my seat. After a few uncomfortable moment, i rose up and put my magazine on the chair.

I walked all the way to the front of the bus and helped the lady to escort her little girl to my seat. And that i-have-a-humongous-ass-and-I'm-going-to-land-it-on-some one's-face's guy had the guts to take my magazine up and land his ass on my seat! And so, i told him that i 'booked' the seat for the lady. he cock stared at me for a few seconds and rose up. (how annoying!).

Well, you should see the look on the faces of those school children. I'm happy that i had not only help the lady and her toddler, but i have shown to the teenagers there the meaning of the word CONSIDERATE. I bet the next time some old lady or a pregnant lady comes up the bus, they will readily offer up their seats! hmmmph... so people, give up your seats! take your huge ass off that chair and give it to people who needs it!

what a day!

2008-11-15T03:41:00.000-08:00

(my first pair of contacts!!!) almost got myself blinded!)

(korkor's bday present!! shirt from sub) .And. oh btw, while in dad's clinic, i learnt to use the sphygmomanometer. Long name but just a simple gadget.My blood pressure is perfectly normal-systolic 110 and diastolic 70.So, Mr Yap- my physics lecturer....so sorry to tell u that your student is not hypertensive!!!HAHAHAAAA.

(of slippers and sport shoes)

(check out my new jet black hair!!)

PICTURES!

2008-11-15T02:32:00.000-08:00

last day of college life- in G6!!!!!!

(aku dan chandni)

(it was raining heavily!) Anway, its alright.....he just has his teeth whitened.

(me and shan in toilet)

(chem lab... so glad i wont be going there anymore! me and miny are the worst chemists ever!)

(i leave my marks evrywhere. pity jason!)

(wrong angle)

(miss christine! red hot and sexy! best maths teacher ever!)

(miss tan. so pretty! its hard not to feel ugly next to her )

(ya. it's us..again!)

(jason. my mum said he looks pretty!)

(bouncer and i!!)

(ezna said he's cute... hmmm???)

(studying k! 4 people left in Bio class. pity the teacher)

(me and model to be!)

(woot!!!)

(last hug!!)

mission>>?? what mission.?

2008-11-14T02:18:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story lyrics LyricsMode.com

yesterday was our first attempt in the to-get-into-a-killer-shape mission.
lisa wanted to really jog in the morning. so at sharp 8, i waited for them...and i waited....and i waited...finally they came. ended up walking and going for breakfast which certainly adds an extra few inches to the waistline. sad case. David was emo fying about his lost hill(he used to play there when he was younger). food was not yummy. nice to look at only. and the eating environment was a bit cacated.

The best part of the whole day was tricking Shan and YW to AC. ashveen told YW he was in trouble and i of course tricked Shan to wait for me there. They ended up meeting each other. Me and ash both received I'm-so-gonna-kill-you-calls. lol. I'm so hoping (and praying hard!) that they will both get together! i should really open up a match making business! ill be like so extremely happy if they both tie the knot. they have so much in similar!!!!

she- expert in playing the piano
he- expert in jamming the guitar
she- rich and smart
he- rich and smart
she- shy
he- shy
she- has crazy girl friends
he- has crazy guy friends
she- loves shopping
he- loves spending

(4 years ago...she still look so cute like a doll!)

OK. if i have to continue listing out why they both are a match make in heaven, the list will never ever end, OK. ya. n i met ursha and ezna yesterday!!!! yippie!!!! went around looking for my prom necessities. figured out i actually hate doing it.

ezna!! i need the pictures!! lolx.

(ashveen and david's breakfast)

(aravind delicious meal.. dumplings something.)

(someone please tell ashveen he looks like a pig in this picture)

(lisa's mee rebus. it tasted like curry. ok. i lied. i don't know what it tasted like since she dint offer me any)

(my toe nail!!!! the whole thing just came off while i was talking with Shan on the phone!)

a word of thankzx

2008-11-14T01:18:00.000-08:00

school is out .. and college days are over. yippie. im so glad i have a great bunch of friends who stayed with me through thick and thin. yup. its u.! just want to say a big thanz to.........

LISA(for being there to listen to my ramblings and also understanding and tolerating my emo-ness),

NICOLE(for giving me very useful advises and helping me practice my fighting abilities and giving me heaps on encouragement in my studies),

MINNIE(for being the only 1 who will make stupid jokes with me and letting me be my crazy high school self all over again),

ASHVEEN(for being my driver and a gal friend and also a brother and always admiring my singing :p),

ARAVIND(for just letting me make fun of him and just being there to deal with my nonsensical nothings),

DNESH(for being my very unofficial husband and my guardian in times of trouble),

DAVID(for boasting and making me strive to do better..hehe also helping me to understand many questions) and

JSON(for being such a good Christian friend-in fact,he showed me what being a Christian is all about)....

thanx 4 keeping me sane in G6 and also for being there for me.

no man is an island. friendship is one of the most important gift the almighty God can ever give his children. best friends are certaintly difficult to find and double the hard work to keep. friendship can run dry over years of silence but true ones will remain no matter the what the situation is. i believe God will be there for each one of us and show us that if you just believe, He will help you. dont worry. have faith. all that's require is that you have no doubt.

Tag

2008-11-13T22:18:00.000-08:00

Tag

Dear Lisa,I don't really know how to tell you this, but i dislike you. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're scared enough to understand that we're cousins . I'm returning your love letters and the pictures from L.A, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should know that I told in my confession today about the incarnation as an eskimo. Fuck off now,Evan.

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2.Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers -Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

yeayea!!!

2008-11-05T19:43:00.000-08:00

PRESIDENT OBAMA!!!!!!
The World was at a standstill when a black by the name Obama became the 44th PRESIDENT

OF AMERICA! Well, that shows that nothing is impossible in this world. Hopefully, Obama will be the gallant knight to rescue Americans from the massive debilitating conditions enveloping her.

May the good LORD guide him in his presidential tasks!

PS. 44 doesn't mean "sei - sei" but 4 and 4 is eight..."fatt" which is a lucky number for chinese.

2 more papers to go!!!!!!!!

Three down and two to go. ESL, PHYSICS and MATHEMATICS are history as of today!.

Well, BIOLOGY will be on Monday and CHEMISTRY will be on Wednesday and I am done with SAM....Phew....

cant's believe lam fung look alike is oh-i-like-a-guy-and-im-going-to-stalk-him's friend. cant believe it. and he wore sleeveless today. yucker-fying. !!! ok! changing target ASAP.

-am going to cut this hairstyle when im done with prom!

its coming!!! FINALS!!

2008-10-30T23:15:00.000-07:00

"HI,IM ASHVEEN!"

Bored to the max. have been here since 8 and its already 2. am extremely tired and sleepy and all i can think of is my lovely bed back in Ipoh...~!!! god god god. .. toink plop plop plop.. ok. im getting really lame now.

Ytd was so funny. me and ngai wanted to "char" mr yap by asking him 101 hard questions. he "char" back by answering everything and gave dumb remarks about everything we said. "im not kidding, im just joking". like wtf man... tsk tsk.

I was in library 3rd floor today when this really freaky guy sat beside me and started staring at me. every time i look up, he looks away. like hello!!!! spooky. i had to change my sitting position from encountering any other weird moves from him. haixz. ok. back to my lovely books.!! neh neh nehn jeh jeh jeh!!

im hot!!!

2008-10-29T16:56:00.000-07:00

how can this happen?!!!! how can i be sick 5 days before the BIG FINALS??!! stupid fever. stupid flu.. stupid head.. stupid body.. stupid self.. ouch!!!!!!

its so cold but I'm sweating like someone who just gave birth to triplets.. but at the same time,I'm also shivering. funny eh??

xiao shan talked with me for so long ytd night about this huge mega news. I'm so shocked. still am. cant believe what Ive just heard. like OMG. WTH. ya.. nicole's expression was the most 'over' reaction. gave me a bloody shock. hahax.

-prom dress arriving by post laju today. yippie!!

its hot and coming!!!!

2008-10-22T17:41:00.000-07:00

(*hi im nicole*)

2 more days to see fellow G6 people before finals. am so going to miss making lame jokes and fooling around with them!!!

studying....studying...studying.... 2 more weeks to be lifeless and miserable... yeah!!!!!

.IM DEAD.

yawn..say wot?!

2008-10-16T00:27:00.000-07:00

cant believe reading other people's blog could be so interesting.especially those blogs of indirect bithching. .

ok. off to doing maths now. today mr "im a Busy-body TEH" had his PMS. lol. sorta told me off for not being able to solve a maths question. so, i need to pump oil tonight. yoyo.

can't believe i met my v-day date in AC today. felt so bad for ditching him. SORRY!!

ps:im so sorry to the couple today for saying out loud something that i shouldn't say. hahax. yet i dont regret it.!! im direct and honest.

HEY HEY HEY!!

2008-10-12T17:28:00.000-07:00

Well..well.. It’s Monday morning. To be honest, I'm supposed to be studying here..in the library.. but, let’s just say I grew bored looking at my chemistry books. So, I have decided to blog. Ngeh ngeh. I entered Taylor’s today morning looking really fresh and pretty. (O.k.i like to brag about myself…so what? If u cant accept that, then, 2 words, Fuck Off).

Anyways,that’s not the point. So, I was entering Taylor’s looking poised and marvelous (can’t help it!) and then, I saw this girl I totally dislike. And she looks freaking pretty. Like wow. So yup. My confidence level drops to -0. Guess ill just go on and be plain old emo evan with really huge face. Sad.

I actually wanted to blog about how Lisa Leow stole fries from the next table in AC. Yup. U heard me right. It was on Friday. This girl was crying and crying so pathetically and then, the couple just left the table without touching the fries. So, I told Lisa (jokingly!!!) to go get it! And she did. It was extremely funny!!! Especially when she asked Sachi to pass her the chilly sauce!! Lol. But, I can’t post and pictures here today because I left my camera at home.

Mom and dad in Turkey and I’m really missing them badly. I had a fight with mum and she was giving me the cold war thingy before she left for turkey (stupid trials results!!!) . I only “berdamai” with her the night before she left for KLIA-last Wednesday. I don’t even know when they are coming back! So, I have been calling back Chemor almost every day to see if someone answers the phone. To no avail.!...

2008-10-07T00:34:00.000-07:00

wow.wow.wow.

alright. im tired and exhausted. sick and bubbly. lolx

today was the first time i blushed because of a guy.

a male to be precise. he said that the finals paper will have something coming out.

i replied "i don't think so..." (in a very cheeky manner).

then,i started laughing.

and this male asked me not to laugh so much cause my face was going really red.

looking at my red blushed face,

he asked in front of the whole class, "so young also got high blood pressure oledi ah??".

and i blushed terribly.

my face flushed as red as a beet root.

i could feel my blood pumping through my veins .

and slowly,i could feel hot blood rushing through my face.

my adrenalin level was raising high.

in less than 3 seconds, i was turning red and hot.

it was raining.

i was shivering at first.

but suddenly,i was hot and i was sweating.

scary isn't it? wonder what's wrong.

miny and suyin had to keep fanning me to cool me down!!! fuh!

the first male species to do that to me!!!!!

think he must be really proud of that!

well,honestly,I'm not.

guess i was too emo last night.so today,it was as if i had sniffed laughing gas.

i was just laughing and laughing and laughing.

and honestly,i don't know what's so funny about today.

i think someone spiked my coke in MCD...

must be...

:(

2008-10-06T01:08:00.000-07:00

.you need to fall before getting up.

im not afraid to fall. to fall is not to fail. i fail if i dont try.

BAD DAY!!!!

2008-10-06T00:22:00.000-07:00

TWO WORDS...

DEAD MEAT

CANT BELIEVE AFTER ALL THE STUDYING, IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH. JUST WANT TO END LIFE FAST. GOD,PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY. THERE'S NOTHING LEFT FOR ME. I JUST WANT TO BE S-M-A-R-T.

happy birthday

2008-10-06T00:04:00.000-07:00

lisa's birthday in Tony roma's and Euphoria...

more to come....waiting for my camera to arrive.... chaos!!!

wohoo!

2008-09-18T16:54:00.001-07:00

i did it!!! i found my chem papers!!! yeah!!!! and ashVeen ... terrible... told me he going to stay up the whole night. then, msged me at 1 saying "im too old for this".. tsk tsk. i stayed up till 4. then pengsan d!

becca locca~!

2008-09-18T16:54:00.000-07:00

Cat's In The Cradle By Harry Chapin

2008-09-18T00:54:00.000-07:00

My favourite song...so is my papa's..

My child arrived just the other day
He came to the world in the usual way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay
He learned to walk while i was away
And he was talkin' 'fore i know it, and as he grew
He'd say"I'm gonna be like you dad
You know I'm gonna be like you"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you're comin' home dad?
I dont know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

My son turned ten just the other day
He said "Thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play
Can you teach me to throw? , I said 'Not today
I got a lot to do', he say, "that's ok"
And he walked away but his smile never dimmed
And said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah
You know I'm gonna be like him"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home dad?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
YOu know we'll have a good time then.

Well, he came home from college just the other day
So much like a man I just had to say
"Son, I'm proud of you, can you sit for a while?"
He shook his head and said with a smile
"what I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys
See you later, can i have them please?'

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver moon
little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then dad
you know we'll have a good time then

I've long since retired, my son's moved away
I called him up the other day
i said , " I like to see you if you don't mind"
He said, "I'd love to, dad. if i can find the time
You see my new job's a hassle and kids have flu
But it's sure nice talking to you, dad
It's been sure nice talking to you"

And as I hung up the phone it occured to me
He'd grown up just like me
My boy was just like me

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then dad
You know we'll have a good time then

Definitely a long song BUT a meaningful one!

what a dramatic irony.....

2008-09-16T19:47:00.000-07:00

The bitchiest girl happens to be the most innocent and naive looking wimp.
Her sleaziness knows no boundaries.
Her whingeings and whimperings are obnoxiously irritable...
What a pitiful sight.
Hopefully, she will find her true self someday........

lala.

2008-09-14T17:47:00.000-07:00

happy birthday Gaveen!! another september baby.. lolx. trials in a week!!! yuppiez!!! SAM gonna be over soon!!!! so very the happy!!!! then prom!!! then FINISH!!!!

face shaping??

2008-09-10T23:54:00.000-07:00

this is so cool. A dream comes true for people like me! Not a "need" though.. cos' God made everyone beautiful..;p

what now...

2008-09-10T23:22:00.000-07:00

physics presentation was totally torturing to my soul. was late for chemistry practical write up exam cause the stupid road was sealed up for a dumb construction project and i had to walk all the way to the end of the opening to cross the road.Well, wished i was born with wings! Thank God i managed to do the paper. the only thing i did not have time to do was the calculation part. 2 marks gone there.2 PRECIOUS marks! the rest was ok. so..I'm keeping my fingers crossed that i will only lose THAT two marks. haix. stress!!

bluh!

2008-09-10T02:01:00.000-07:00

happy birthday annoying class rep!!! yeah!! okie. lolx. finally. most of my projects and practical are almost done! yeah! and 1 more thing... i so love G6! hooray!!! know why?? cause they are so annoying!(im part of it!). yeah!! we rawk!! im so glad the dragon joke has finally ended..so so happy! and...long live the new couple of G6! :p

:(

2008-09-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

it was raining yesterday. and i was all wet.Was debating whether to be Mrs Usain BOLT and run the 300 meters home or to run to my aunt's house and call my cousin to bring me the payung.. thank god my aunt and cousin were home. sean came down (i think he was still asleep) and gave me the payung. then my aunt invited me into the house and gave me some cute but definitely fattening cupcakes ( given by someone to my cousin sister for her birthday.) .i ate them and my aunt sent me home after that.WELL,...i gained an extra inch to my waist line. yippie!!! so happy!!! my motive of walking back and not asking ash to send me was pointless! SARCASM RUNS IN MY BLOOD.. yippie!!! i feel haappy eating the cupcakes though...

i hate life!!!! there's gotta be more to life!!! stop annoying me people!!! give me a freaking break!! it's not funny!!!

IDIOTS!

2008-09-08T17:45:00.000-07:00

WHAT IS SO FUNNY ABOUT MY DRAGON???!!!!! STUPID IDIOTS!!!

life!!!

2008-09-08T17:23:00.000-07:00

physics practical..physics practical write up exam..bio practical..bio practical write up..chemistry practical..chemistry practical write up..physics communication satekllite presentation..esl dead poets society outline..esl dead poets society ..common test 4..directed investigation..30 sets of past year trials paper... 1 word to describe all this??? go to www.lisaleow.blogspot.com for that word.

bm debate

2008-09-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

ok..finally i've found a video on the boy i admired in the bm merdeka debate.!! hooray!!

How rude can you get?!

2008-09-05T20:30:00.000-07:00

I am so freaking pissed off with a worker from 'this' fastfood outlet. I think he must be someone in the managerial or something, I have no idea but he wears this pink shirt. He’s so bloody rude and annoying! I didnt like him from the beginning while he was in his peach shirt- level and now that he's been promoted,you could imagine how disappointed i was!What happen to all the nice people?

See, I was buying ice cream with Miny one lovely day. He took one out and so, I kindly reminded him by saying “ermm..excuse me, there’s another ice cream right?”. Then, he gave me the most bimbotic stare ever and said “why can’t you be patient? Cant you see that I have only one pair of hands?”, then, he threw my second ice cream on the tray.

Arh! Like WTF right? I was seriously taken aback by his actions. From that day onwards, me and miny tried our level best to avoid him. We rather go for the longer Q than to be served by him.

Ok. Anyway, that’s not the story. Well, the other day, we were eating there again. Some Malay song was playing there and we dint like it at all. So, Miny requested for the song to be changed. Then, that Bimb came out with his annoyed face and started pressing the remote control.

Seeing that he look so pitiful trying to locate Hitz.fm, we thought we would give him a hand by helping him to locate Hitz.fm. Bravo!! He managed to locate it at last.!! We were all so happy! But, instead of thanking us, he turned around and said “chill you guys I know Hitz.fm” with this very mean girl-ish expression.

If he’s a girl, I can still accept the fact that he was just trying to copy some lines from the movie. But, this is a grown up man we are talking about here! Hello! Give me a break!

The best part of all was…… Ashveen and Aravind told us that the guy is a very nice chap and always smiles to them. Arh! Wtf right?? He likes boys only is it?! But he should be nice to all his customers....

However, as a good and understanding customer, I will forgive him.. Let’s not cut off the odds that maybe he got dumped last night.. Or maybe he was raised by a bunch of women haters?? Or maybe he’s a transsexual? Or maybe..things arent going as planned or maybe he's just stressed out.

Whatever the reason, let’s all bow down and say a little pray for him. He’s just laced with insecurities. So, the next time you see him, maybe you can give him a warm smile and tell him that…If he continues to be like that he will certainly LOOK LIKE A BABOON’S BACKSIDE!!!!!

younger boys are cuter boys?

2008-09-02T17:41:00.000-07:00

I can't believe Yan Wei actually got me that bm debater's msn!! hahax. i received a message from him at 9 when i was eating my dinner. i nearly choked myself! then. it was an intense hour of "nolar...i dont want to stalk him" and "just say hi to him.." convo. hahax.

ThanK you Yanwei for your advices but i think ill stick to the Jessica Alba theory. lolx. OK. imagine if you were given a chance to add her in your msn. even having her there without chatting is satisfying! lolx

besides...the Naqi guy is like younger than me by i dont know how many years. so..nope! not going to stalk the fella. but...he's so cute!!! ok.. maybe this time, i will... just maybe...

merdeka

2008-09-01T18:49:00.000-07:00

MERDEKA 2008. how did i celebrate MERDEKA?? by going for Jason's church EMERGE with my other two faithful friends. they dint plan to come at first. suddenly last minute they messaged me telling me that they were there already.

yuppiez. see Jason, i promised you that i will come and i dint ffk you! my memory card rosak so i cant upload any pictures here yet. hahax. went there also to support Jenli for fast talker.

OH and i celebrated Merdeka watching the BM debate in RTM 1. i was supporting the opposition team all along and was overwhelmed when they won. especially the boy speaker. wohoo!!

Go Sekolah Menengah Sultan Ismail!!!! the Government team was so 'ganas' and its so scary especially when they brought the whole school there to support their team. too bad!!! they lost!!

and Miny...what's wrong in watching merdeka debate in RTM1?? when you dont have astro here, even tv9 can help! lolx.

fireworks??

2008-09-01T18:24:00.000-07:00

OK... last Saturday was supposed to watch fireworks with a few friends. but, there was no car because the car broke down in AC. i think. i don't really know the whole fiasco going on in AC as i was still sleeping at home.

so, these people came and picked me up with a cab decorated with the Jalur Gemilang all around it ( i wondered how the pathetic driver who did that could actually focus on the road with all the flags blocking his view ).

To my 'little' surprise, Lisa Leow told me the fireworks thingy had actually ended an hour ago (read http://www.lisaleow.blogspot.com/ to hear her cursing post). its ok.. we headed to pyramid instead, collected the beautiful and sexy Ngai and went to watch Love Guru.

so yup... it was fun. had a great time with Ash and Yan Wei as our body guards. headed off to Republik after that-a very random act since we had nothing better to do. it was my last outing before trials k,so ill use it to the max! lolx

<...i got a kiss back!>

biggest joke ever

2008-08-28T00:39:00.000-07:00

today mrs ong made the biggest joke ever in history. you cant believe how i have actually laughed till my jaws hurt. hahahahax. 4 of us are going to be in miss universe!!! yeah!! cause of the comment mrs ong made to a few people.! i feel so beautiful!!!! lalalala!!! hey biatch,seriously u should stop staring at us. mere jealously will kill your very frail and fragile piece of insecure bimbotic and fked up soul. ;p

singh is king

2008-08-25T00:44:00.000-07:00

SINGH IS KING!!! okay.. last Saturday, i went to the cinema to watch a movie. Ipoh people were extremely free on that Saturday that they have all decided to go catch a movie. all seats were sold out. the only show available was Singh is king. though i groan and moan about it to my friends, i have accepted my faith and went ahead with the movie. i was not surprised when i found out that i was the only Chinese there. i stayed throughout the whole movie and I'm happy to say i enjoyed it! i even rate it higher than sex and the city! hahax. i give it a 7! you should go watch it! its so hilarious and i cant help singing that Singh is king song!!

OK..if u haven't watched the movie..here's the synopsis. i copied and pasted it from wikipedia.

Lakhan Singh "Lucky" (Sonu Sood) is the "king" of the Australian underworld, a position which he reaches after being jailed for a crime he didn't commit. Someone hides the drugs in Lucky Singh's bag and as soon as he reaches Australia, he is caught and jailed. He takes his revenge after completing the jail term by killing those involved, and eventually he becomes the King, accompanied by his associates (played by Javed Jaffrey, Neha Dhupia, Sudhanshu Pandey). The high point of his journey is when Happy Singh (Akshay Kumar) promises to bring Lakhan Singh back to his village. However his boarding pass gets mixed with someone else's and he meets Sonia (Katrina Kaif) whom he falls in love with. But upon reaching his destination things take a precarious turn when a series of comic misadventures run him out of any money. He finds Lucky's house and Lucky tells him that he cannot come back to India leaving his business and throws him out. He is fortunate to find warmth and affection in a elderly lady (Kirron Kher) whom Happy treats like his mother. In a strange turn of events, Lucky is saved from a life threatening attack by Happy risking his own life. despite of this, Lucky is paralyzed and Happy becomes the new "King". The elderly lady comes back to him saying that her daughter is coming back to Australia. However her daughter does not know that after the death of her father some time back, her mother lost everything that they had, and was now a poor lady surviving by selling flowers. Happy gives her a home and finds out that her daughter is Sonia and that she is engaged to Puneet (Ranvir Shorey). Puneet comes to know that Happy is the king and tells Sonia who, upon hearing this gets disappointed because of her hatred for criminals. Puneet hires Mika Singh (Javed Jaffrey), Lucky's brother, who is hungry to become the "king" (the only thing stopping him is his partial blindness and deafness) to kill Happy. Mika tells one of his men to kill the paralyzed Lucky while he will kill Happy at Puneet's and Sonia's wedding after he receives his specially ordered hearing and eyesight aid. When the hitman attempts to kill Lucky, Lucky snaps out of paralysis. At the wedding, when Mika's men attack, the cowering Puneet runs away and leaves Sonia alone. Mika's men try to grab her but Happy protects her and fights them and at the end, the priest unknowingly declares Happy and Sonia married. Happy tries to ask for forgiveness for this mistake and Sonia accepts him as her husband. while they are leaving Mika encounters them, now with his aid. Lucky then comes and shocks them all. Happy tells Mika that being the "king" is no great thing. Lucky always found sadness being the king, a true king doesn't fight for himself but for others. He also says that there is only one true king that is GOD. Mika then cries and hugs his brother. The credits scene shows that Happy brings Lucky back to India.

oh so random

2008-08-20T00:34:00.001-07:00

bored..so i'll post smtg about mummy...

this was the conversation of me and my mum. and it went on and on and on.. it was 2am in the morning k!

sTeAmBOAT In MP

2008-08-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

*this belongs to 3 of us. yeah, we practically took everything on the menu and threw it inside*

OK. FINALLY..... SUNDAY!

Papa & Mama took Sasha & Jowen to eat steam boat in MP restaurant. papa said they have helped me a lot and so, he wanted to balas their budi baik by treating them to have steam boat on Sunday night. My stupid 2 friends... i already told them papa will pick them up at 6.30. When i messaged them telling them papa is on the way to fetch them, they both replied me saying that they are still out. tsk..tsk.. Thank God I managed to drag the time by going to the toilet and all. it was a fun catching up-with-each-other's-life-night. A wrong move taking Sasha to have steam boat though. Its all you can eat after paying and all she ate were taufus. And she even insulted my seaweed.! cheh. overall i had a great time stuffing myself with food. yummy-licious~!!!!

what a fulfilling night of food,family and everlasting friendship...

*look at my plate.. I'm stuffing myself with food..chompchompchomp* *this girl,she cant eat. insulted my seaweed!.. dunno how to eat Chinese delicacies!* *suck it babeh..eww...sounds so wrong!* *3 bestieix* *daddy & mummy's big girl. competing who has got the biggest tummy after eating*

*at least he got a medal for Malaysia! proud to be a chinese!*

*go LinDan-siapa menang pun tak apa. sama sama Cina* *daddy & mummy are such posers!!* *car park-look at our lil tiaras! when boredom strikes a lifeless soul...*

*eat all you can ice cream,you should see the sparkle in my eyes*

*my 3 best friendx!*

*im always eating mee and mummy says im very silly to stuff myself with that. i dint like the scallops mar~*

*watching the game on the small tv screen. apek..you're blocking us larh....*

*mummy took this pict of me eating ice cream and mourning for choong wei's loss*

*fish fish!!*

*bad hair day evan.bad..bad..bad!!!!*

*we got this place after the family left... ran to the table and pretended we were there from the start cause it was in front of the big screen*

Sashaying

2008-08-18T20:24:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY...

Went back with Yok Kooi from G5. i barely know who he is. met him a few times in the dunking machine stall and found out later he lives in Setiawan during the dance arena thingy. So,followed his car to Setiawan and took 2 hours of hot and packed bus ride from there. It was a hell ride for me as he was speeding in his little Toyota throughout the whole journey. <piggy back anyone??>

Then,i have to enter my best friend's car. she cant side park. she cant change lanes properly, she cant get the picture on how her wheels would rotate each time she change her steering wheel,side parking was a total disaster, and the best part was, she don't have a freaking license yet! and, if any road blocks were to occur, I'm supposed to switch place with her. it was nothing but a scary outing for me.

Thank god i arrived back to my second home safely. Met my second mummy and she complimented that i look thinner. Thanx auntie! Also met with my second brother that has grown up to be nothing but more pain in my huge ass. He can now talk back to me with a flick of his tongue and that totally annoys me. Good thing he bought tickets for me to watch his school play, Otherwise, i would have never thought on stepping into any school grounds after leaving form5. Stayed there with my best friend for 20 minutes, yakking away happily then chaow after my second bro decided that he had enough of boo-ing his frenemy. Had to watch gruesome fighting going on between them(they can never miss out on the fun of whacking each other in every school activity).

Left my second brother with his little superior gang and went clubbing with my best friend. Visited 4 clubs and settled in RumJungle. and, it was the end of my lovely and tiring Saturday.

when you believe - tcs choir 2000

CS my new interest.

2008-08-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

my sudden interest in CS is really surprising. hahax. i find it better than playing pool cause i can never win in a game of pool. but in CS, it's not about winning but killing. last Friday, Chainsaw was out again. killing almost everyone on his path. too bad, i was still alive and hiding. and surprisingly, i killed him and ended the game with much applause from my fellow terrorists. i actually thought i got killed but,yeah it was EmoArse*gun*Chainsaw i stood up and shouted at him..(i actually dint know where he was but i saw kvin,jason's friend) so ya. i shouted somewhere in that direction "in your face! i killed Chainsaw!!!". little did i know that the whole FTZ would turn their dumb heads and look at me shouting. malu-fying... holidays are in.. have loads to blog about but little time to do so.

Taylor's Dance Arena

2008-08-18T01:53:00.000-07:00

F-R-I-D-A-Y~!!!

it was 7.30pm. just woke up from my beauty sleep. yawn yawn yawn. then, i received a sms from ash asking me if i am planning to go watch the dance competition. i was like huh?? cause i have already told him i wont be going to watch it cause no one was going. then, he said that he can go already and asked me if i wanted to go and he'll come fetch me at 8. so ya. off i zoomed to my room, blow dry my mane and started getting ready. 5 minutes and I'm done. it was 7.40pm.

i waited outside the house,fed the poor mosquitoes outside the house,living in fear that the hungry ghosts would find me attractive and take me home with them and..so ya...

Waited..waited..waited..my 'date' arrived with his little myvi....AT 8.45.. when i told him i got bitten by mosquitoes,guess what he said..."it's good for your health". damn. so there he was.nicely dressed,his hair all nicely spiked,nicely shaved and properly attired. so now we know why the fella was late. ill forgive for that reason.

Meet miny outside Taylor's.was practically laughing my huge ass off. she bragged about going back at 4 and,she was still around waiting for her dad at 9. hahax. dad's car broke down..

Dance comp was not bad. the stage was huge and the music was blasting. the emcee,prem and jules were funny. Liang was annoying. and ya. i have to totally agree with Lis that boys who dance are like so damn HAWT! Met 3 of my lovely and extremely hawt crushes while watching the dance. totally worth rm15! for Ash & Saach, they were obviously enjoying themselves looking at girls up the stage shaking their BOOB-ies hahax!

After that, i went for a drink with Ash Saach & a few other fellas. I'm fine being there and watching these males doing their talks. hahax. as what Ash said,I'm a dude. so ya. i didn't really feel left out there at all..(ya rite~~!)

Ash sent me home at about 12.30am and then,he went to the ministry of sound. sounds so weird. ya he went to Euphoria. felt so bad for not going with him but it was late and i havent packed for the trip home tomorrow. so had to practically remind him all the 'not-to-s'. not to drink,not to drive when he's drowsy,not to smoke. blablabla. he's really not a good driver so im really afraid if he's killed in an accident that night. how am i going to explain to all his peminats in Taylor's that i actually encouraged him to go.. thank god he's alright. messaged him at 3 to make sure he's ok and ya. he's fine. so then.. lights off and chaowxz.

OH ya. u know what was so sweet about the whole thing?? i woke up the next day and my cousin told me that she and my uncle went out after we left to jolt down the car's number.fuh.. terharunya.... lolx

*tickets*

*saach,evan,ashween*

*they wanted give me a stonned look..too bad,c2pid ashween decide to change the plan*

*they were..ahem..dancing..they should really learn from the dancers up the stage*

*biding farewell to saachi*

*roshiny dan aku..met her there*

charity day!!!

2008-08-17T23:50:00.001-07:00

lEt.thE.PiCtUrEs.sPeAk.FoR.ThEMsElVeS...

Taylor's Intra Debate

2008-08-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

it's been a week since Taylor's intra debate. and I'm going to finally blog about it now. why sit took me such a long time?? let's just say i needed to recover from the whole thing. sore loser. lolz.

we merged as the 1st runner up for the debate.

a little heartbroken especially when the judges told us that the winning team won not because they were good but because we made the biggest mistake ever. misinterpreting the motion. the motion,

"this house would impose a ruling on the sale of violent video games,to be restricted to people above 18" we thought it meant banning for those 18 and above"

but, we weren't sure about it. so,we dint really brought much of that up till the opposition poi-ed paalini and she replied.

yes, we believe the it should be banned to those 18 and above. ouch! big mistake.

so, we lost. but, we were still given rm150,certificates and trophies. palini got the best speaker and I'm proud to say i prepared the speech for her.

i did deliver the reply speeches for the previous rounds but since i got scared in the finals, i gave it to her. she got an extra rm100. I'm proud she did deliver it well with her own extra points and made the judges smile.

well,what more can i expect. we only met up and prepare for it 30minutes before the debate. this was because my previous 2 speakers Ash and Ajay couldn't make it.

so had to replace them. while tho other teams had a whole week to prepare, we only had 30minutes. it was quite tiring. on Saturday, after the first debate,the second debate was up,30 minutes later.

the best part?? i weren't given 3 minutes to prepare my reply speeches. so,most of the time,I'm up with nothing but my own memory on what was said by the opponents. but at the end of the day, what matters most is that we tried our best and yeah, guess luck just weren't on our side. :p

yvern,palini,tharani>
<drawing process>

<finals.see,we are seated so near to the trophies!>

<>e judges..>

sin eu..

2008-08-04T17:46:00.000-07:00

Tuesday morning.

listening to two girls chatting away asking each other what to eat.. old town?? noodles station?? lisa spag?? pizza hut?? mcd??? kfc?? no... "ok,we'll just go to AC...AGAIN!!!" the second girl said. hahax. exactly like us...

well. Last friday i was supposed to go Samson. but instead, i couldn't take the whole idea of going Republic alone.

So, i celebrated Sin eu's birthday instead in pyramid. So yupz. I think Sin eu was very very (ahem) touched since his stupid college mates dint get him any birthday cakes,

so, we got him one. Me and another girl. Cant really recall her name.. let's name her Ally. so yeah, me and Ally help sin eu perfecto-kan his day. lol.

I look just like a movie star that day. so, I won't put up any pictures. Im afraid someone will stalk me. =.=

.a night alone.

2008-08-01T03:29:00.000-07:00

today is a friday. the day im supposed to go watch samson. but because of a bloody problem,im afraid its not going to happen. all my friends are back to their hometown and the whole lists goes as long as your biology a levels book. so yup. but no worries. sudden plans popped out and im meeting ursha instead. then after that, ill go to Republic, order a drink and watch Samson and have the night to myself. ngeh ngeh ngeh ngeh.. ok bye folfs. so long

SAMSONS PASSES!!!!

2008-07-30T00:14:00.000-07:00

Last night, I was sitting in my room studying for physics common test while listening to Fly.fm. was actually day dreaming half the time. Then, I heard the Fly fm Samsons Q-2-call. Being the oh-so-lame me, I picked up the phone and dialed the number. I was bored la okay. Maths almost killed my remaining soul!!

I waited and I got through! And it was my first time calling a radio sation.

When I heard Hafiz’s voice, I was like… “did I get through??” and he was like “Yes! You’re the lucky caller through!!” was a little surprised…(ok! Very very surprised!!).

lucky me, I won 5 invites to watch Samsons in Sunway Pyramid!!! Hahahx. I am really really excited!!! Lolx. I was totally euphoric after knowing that I got through!!

I bet many people were really eager watch them was like waiting to get through and I did!!! And when I hear my cute little sweet *ahem* voice in the radio, I was surprised at how lovely I sound!

Who are samsons you may ask… remember kenangan terindah??? Ya, they sang that song!! The best part Ursha and Ezna is coming down to watch it with me despite having their sem finals on Monday! Yeah!!

Friday nights have never been better!! Im such a nanonob!! Naff-off haters!! Here I come samsons!!

sex and the city ...BORING!

2008-07-28T17:21:00.000-07:00

Well, was out with Lisa, Miny and David last Friday to watch sex and the city. Fuh… I was expecting so much more from the movie. Maybe for the hardcore sex and the city fans, its perfect but for me, I was really really bored to my skull. I felt that the plot was too draggy.the only attraction to the show was the characters. I actually sat up and paid attention when Carrie got into her Vivienne Westwood wedding gown. Me and Lisa went “OMG!!”. It was really really beautiful. Lol. Oh! And my oh my, when Carrie was in a lifeless state in the bathroom of the honeymoon in Mexico-without makeup!!! Gosh… I shrieked! Lisa shrieked, turned to me and said “that is her real face!!!”. Haha!!

Not forgetting Carrie Bradshaw working on her gladiator sandals, I turned to Lisa and pointed out to her, “hey, gladiators are still in!” hahax. And charlotte… my god! She’s so sweet!! Her life is like so perfect. The only bad thing that has happened to her so far was poo-ing after swallowing a little tap water . hahax.

The best part of the whole show?? Samantha lying naked on her kitchen table naked and covered with sushi to surprise Smith. Damn! Loll.. well, I guess that was all. I would rate in 3 out of 10.

I really enjoyed the whole show because of the girl sitting in front of David! She was hysterical. She shrieked in the high pitched voice and starts laughing at every single scene! She went “awww” and “omg” and “wahahaha” throughout the whole movie. David and Miny imitated her and we all laughed like idiots! The turned and saw us laughing! So malu-fying~~.
Hahax.

i seriously would rather spend my 2 and ½ hour watching the girl than the movie! The way she flapped her little hands and jump out of her seat and clapping for every scene! OMG… if that was my friend, I would be the first and last time im ever going to the movies with her!

Overall, it was fun going out with David. I finally felt college life when my classes ended at 11am.-for the first time!. This whole year, I felt like I was still in school with my timetable of 8 to 3 everyday!

<movie ticket>

*lisaa...*
*miny.. she looks so sweet here*

SUPERCHICk~

2008-07-21T17:57:00.000-07:00

the whole of yesterday i have been greately disturbed by this words by the batman show. annoys me to the very max listening about the movie previews by the not-so-cowell guys in my class. lol. so yeah. whta a sleepy morning. i have found a really great band introduced to me by my bestie kaminnie. superchick rocks my little wobbly soul. wohoo!
I'm not afraid to fallit means i climbed up highto fall is not to failyou fail when you don't trynot afraid to fall i might just learn to fly and i will spread these wings of mine
[Chorus:]If i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againwe get up anywayIf i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againI might fall back down againWe'll just jump and see, even if it's the 20th timewe'll just jump and see if we can fly
I'm not afraid to falland here i told you so don't want to rock the boat but i just had to knowjust a greener sideor can i touch the skybut either way i will have tried
If i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againwe get up anywayIf i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againI might fall back down againWe'll just jump and see, even if it's the 30th timewe'll just jump and see if we can fly
i'm not afraid to fallI've fallen many timesthey laughed when i fell downbut i have dared to climb I'm not afraid to falli know i'll fall again but i can win this in the end
If i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againwe get up anywayIf i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againI might fall back down againWe'll just jump and see, even if it's the 40th timewe'll just jump and see if we can fly
If i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againwe get up anywayIf i get up i might fall back down againso let's get up come onIf i get up i might fall back down againI might fall back down again

should more measures be taken to prevent teenage sex.

2008-07-20T17:17:00.000-07:00

my english presentation! thnx miny for helping me to put it up in youtube!!! muah muah. enjoy. this is my very unprepared esl tutorial.(i did the slides n points the night before!!) i was holding the paper for security issues but as u can see, throughout the whole presentation, i dint look at the paper at all. it was my little stop watch i was playing with. muahahahhax! grammar errors here and there. forgive me. :p

call of the night-walker

2008-07-09T01:06:00.000-07:00

Wyvern

A distant cousin to the dragon, the wyvern is a huge flying lizard with a poisonous stinger in its tail.
The 35-foot-long dark brown to gray body of the wyvern is half tail. Its leathery batlike wings are over 50 feet from tip to tip. The head alone is 4 feet long and filled with long, sharp teeth. Unlike the dragon, it has only hind legs, using them the same way a hunting bird would. The tip of the tail is a thick knot of cartilage from which a 2- foot-long stinger protrudes, very much like that of a scorpion. The eyes are red or orange. A wyvern does not have a strong odor, although its lair might smell of a recent kill. These beasts can make two sounds: a loud hiss, which sounds like a hot sword plunged into water, and a low, deep-throated growl, much like that of a bull crocodile.

Combat: Rather stupid, but aggressive, wyverns will nearly always attack. In combat, the wyvern always prefers to be flying, and will seize any opportunity to take flight and continue combat. If trapped on the ground it will bite (2-16 points of damage) and use its stinger (1-6 points of damage), attacking the most convenient target or targets. The tail is very mobile, easily striking over the back of the wyvern to hit an opponent to its front. The stinger injects poison (type F) into the wound, against which the victim must make a save vs. poison or die. Even if the saving throw is successful, the victim suffers 1-6 points of physical damage from the sting.
From the air the wyvern is a far more deadly opponent. It dives upon ground targets, attempting to snatch them up in its two taloned claws (1-6 points of damage each) and fly off. Man-sized victims are snatched if at least one talon hits for damage. Large victims require both talons to hit in order to snatch them up. The wyvern cannot fly while carrying anything bigger. After a dive, it takes the wyvern a full round to circle around. On the next round it can dive again. Once airborne with prey in its talons, the wyvern stings and bites each round, both at +4 to hit, until the victim is motionless. In aerial combat, the wyvern will make a pass during which it will either bite or sting. Then it will land and feast, not hunting again until the next day.
As a hunter, the wyvern is cunning. It will avoid letting its shadow fall across its prey as a warning. The final approach of the dive is done in complete silence, imposing a -2 surprise modifier on the target. It trails its prey from downwind whenever possible. A mature wyvern often waits for the right moment to strike, and is willing to let prey go that is too powerful or within easy reach of cover. Such a wyvern understands that men, particularly those armed in bright metal, are stronger than their size would indicate. Given a perfect opportunity, it will attempt to snatch up an unarmored member and fly out of range.

Habitat/Society: The wyvern is a solitary creature, nesting only with its mate and young. It tends to lair on mountainsides that overlook forests, jungles, or sometimes plains. A wyvern makes its lair in large caverns that can be found in such places, staking out a territory about 25 miles across. If game is sparse, it will hunt with a small group of its own kind. Only young wyverns attack others of their kind, usually to establish new territory. Older wyverns settle disputes in an unknown manner without actual combat.
Some wyverns have been known to work with evil dragons. Usually these dragons completely dominate the weaker and smaller wyverns.

Ecology: An adult wyvern consumes the equivalent of a man-sized to large creature once per day. This could translate to a horse, pig, or a handful of sheep. While it eats them whole, the bones are not digested, and neither are metal objects. The wyvern eats carrion only if desperate.
The wyvern has no natural enemies, although it would not be a match for certain powerful creatures. It is noted for the foul taste of its flesh. No one has found a way to cure its hide and the bones are light and brittle to aid in flying. Certain body parts are used by spell casters as spell components, for which they will pay a reasonable price.

presentation practice (conclusion)

2008-07-09T00:06:00.001-07:00

sorry sengat sikit. hahax. that's not what i did for conclusion btw. miss ng will kill me.! :P

I OWE U

2008-07-07T18:02:00.000-07:00

time 4 bed ```
evan & miny after supper
top cover band. air force band.

presents from uk!!!
US-in KL.
hell ride!
BEING TUTORED.

Have you ever owe your little meaningless life to anyone??? well.

I guess after my MS project in Kl last Saturday. i have already owed my friend a life. i was crossing a busy street with Sundeep on my right and Lisa behind me.

Kamini the wannabe superwomen, was leading us the out of the busy road.

suddenly, a red cab came from the turning. then, I saw my 18 years of life flashing right in front of me. i gave a piercing 5 seconds scream together with Lisa. my friend Kamini closed her eyes with her hands because she was sure her oh-so-emo friend was going to meet God. t

hank God, a mighty hand(ahem) pulled me back.

i opened my eyes and i saw the cab, barely nanometers away from me.

FUCKING cab almost killed me! open your eyes la!

I just have to be 1mm in front and im sure ill be writing this from above there now. i just panicked and it triggered something in me to just stand there and end my 18 years of game.

but, i guess God couldn't be there at the moment and so, he instructed Sundeep's hand to automatically pull me behind.

Fuh~~ can you even imagine the world without ME??? it'll be so lonely...well, to some, it might not mean anything(or something) but to my saviour, he will live a life of guilt and remorse for not pulling me back and no chance of bragging his heroism(such a narcissist) to the college. :P

thanks saviour.!!!!

Friday: -walked for 15 hours . after class, went pyramid with fellow G6 survivors.

-lost to Nicole in bowling ( she was losing all the way and me and miny was so laughing our big ass off).

-went us air force band performance.( so totally with Akmal-our little friend that ADP than SAM since Top Cover are Americans and not Australian.

Saturday- went out with fellow MS group to KL.

-Ash lost his wallet & all the card

-went walking in the hot still weather around KL.

-HELL RIDE in sundeep's car.

Sun-slept till 11am, woke up ate lunch & was infront of the TV since

-went out with kache & bf and aunt halen and tai ye.

ALBERTO PROPOSED TO MY SISTER!!!!!!!!!!

attention seeking boys.

2008-06-30T17:43:00.000-07:00

some people are so lame and lifeless.. i wonder whether do they have anything better to do or not than to stomp into other people's class and to show their power and the power of yelling especially when he's doing it to us-girls. totally nonsensical and absurd. anyway. that's over for sure. peacocks open up their tails to attract the other gender however, i think teens nowadays show their supremacy to woo girls. too bad, my friends and i are so not attracted in that way. i think to attract the other gender, you really do not have to be a bad boy. maybe a little notti. but showing gangsterism is a silly thing to do. even if there are girls outside there that likes you, they are just lack of security. they need a bodyguard and not you. so stop going around bullying in college, whistling at girls to get their attention. you just look like a fuggly bastard with no life..

btw. happy belated bday to ajay aand congrats to lisa 4 passing her exam.!

CONDOM!!

2008-06-27T19:18:00.000-07:00

I bought my first condom for my esl presentation. So happy!!!! Hahax. My first time meeting with MR.condom. I bought it in Kiosk. Me and Miny entered the shop on the hunt for the cheapest condom we can find. And the bloody kiosk man was like looking at me as if im some cheap whore buying cheap condom. He gave this really cheap look to me and miny. He must be thinking “no money to study in tailors now wants to sell their bodies…” damn him. Anyway, the condom was so cute. I opened it in Noodles station and started experimenting it with Miny, Lisa and Nicole, It was my first time getting a condom,. Its VIRGIN and it expires on 2013. hahax.(when im 23!!) lol. Anyway, I would say this is a good condom. I wanted to make a hole in it ( to show that condom cant be trusted as it leaks ). I kept poking it with a pen and its so tough!!! Wow. And I though rm5 for 3 condoms was going to be as soft as a tissue paper. So ya. Exciting!!!! instruction paper! how to use a condom.

-my very informal presentation
with da bomb
with mr muscle

rm 5 for 3!
-condom!!
-behind the serious look

-curiousity kills

....no time

2008-06-25T00:26:00.000-07:00

i think the sky is very nice today( acc 2 lisa, i must start with smtg i think of) ... so ya.. lisa is beside me now with her ever so charming figure.and her 'assets'. muhahahahax!!!!!! so lisa presented her tutorial today.

Tomorrow im lucky num2 as usual il boom my presentation since im born with da talent. so dont be jealous. and suck up it. as Hulk is green,and when you are jealous, ull turn green like the hulk!!! fuh...the sky is blue today. :p

Monday, i dissected a goat's kidney. damn disgusting!!!! ewww...

Tuesday, jason brought a mini tupperware of chillies to SPICE UP the LAME and BORING class of G6. The oh-so-sporting maths teacher tried the chillies. so she was HOT.!! oh,n i got 5 marks for doing maths homework!! hahax!!

Wednesday-nothing much happened except for the chemistry teacher pissing me off. dd

some1 plez tell him the shirt is ugly on him!"lui tham cheung"prof bali and prof bouncermints came 2 visit on Monday before her ISAT exam

My time is going to be up soon.... so hectic!!! i can't breath!!! oooo...

NILAI!!

2008-06-19T00:16:00.000-07:00

URSHA AND EZNA

And after the scary train ride(see previous post), I reached NILAI. It was already dark. Not to mention scary. Then, I saw my friend Ursha which practically ran to me and gave me a big hug.
Then walking slowly behind was Ezna. She too gave me a big hug. Hehex.

I had fun in INTI, sneaking into the dorm without being realized by the guard. Lolx. INTI was like a little village. A really nice environment to study.

Everything is there. They study, live, play, date etc.etc. all there!!!

The place was just huge. I bet Taylor’s lakeside campus will be better but too bad ill be leaving already next year. :p

My 2 best friend’s room was an utter disaster. They dint wanna let me enter at first, but I told them I will be ok. OMG..

Cups with kulat, 2 days old Maggie mee, everything was there!! Ursha practically have her bags all under her bed. Can open shop!

A good advice Ursha my friend, the next time something new comes in, remember, something old must get out of the room. Otherwise, your room will be like a rubbish dump.

But overall it was fun. Oh. I ate pizza-AGAIN. Ursha belanja. She practically ordered everything on the menu. And I got my secret recipe cake. Yummy! The next day was INTI carnival.

Fun!

Ezna for once gathered her courage to go for the bull ride. Haha. Really funny.

upps and down in the ball of life

silly girl

us vs them

before the ride

emo~

berkulat!!!

vern n ezna

sacrificing her bed for me

junk food!!!

friday 13th

2008-06-18T23:49:00.001-07:00

Well. Its already Thursday. I was supposed to blog about Friday the 13th last Friday but, have been really busy. Just managed to finish my Physics assignment today! I took a day to complete the whole assignment-well, actually less than 2 hours when it was meant to be completed in two months time. Hahax. Oh. I have loads to blog about so that I won’t forget about that day…

BIRTHDAY WITH G6
So yeah, Friday the 13th was all so fun.

It was my best birthday ever.
My 6 months class mates actually celebrated my birthday for me!! So very touched especially receiving these lovey messages from them at 12am!!

They actually stayed awake to wish me. So yeah. Everything I ate that day was free. Went Pizza Hut for lunch with my classmates. Hehex. David covered my launch in pizza hut (which I only ate like less than half of what he ordered). And blablabla.

Oh then the best part was during LAN, so happen that day, our Malaysian Studies teacher-cant remember his name(hahax) told us to move to a smaller class.

Then Lisa told him that we wanted to celebrate birthday. And the lovely man which was in good mood gave us 10 minutes to play around in the BIG LT5.

the polace was huge and 20 of us got to play around! Hahaax!! The lovely teacher then came to check on us only to see us throwing cake and chasing each other.

I thought he was going to kill us or something, but, he told us to get ready and his giving us another 10 minutes. Cant believe it.

This is the same teacher that told the S2 girl he will throw her book in the bin if she keeps reading it in class. Hahax. So yeah.

SAM IDOL
Then, I went to watch the SAM Idol. 1 word.

Sucks!

I admit there was a few ok ones but the rest was hopeless.

That’s all. Overall, the whole thing was a disaster. No brilliant singers which I anticipated. The emcees were so boring. The mike was not working properly after contestant #4. so even the good singers sound bad with the faulty mike which was so soft.

Fuh. Miss Christine was the Paul Moss of the whole show. Which was cool. Hahax.

TRIP TO KL CENTRAL
When the show ended, I was ready for my trip to KL CENTRAL. At first, Sasha told me she will send Ezna’s Indian friend(god knows who-not significant to my life, so I don’t CARE) to sambut me from KL Central.

But that guy was involved in an accident, robbed, then no blood for him in the hospital, so he can’t pick me la.

I was so scared. Thankfully, (and I was really touched) when Ash and Dinesh offered to walk me to the Subang KTM. And slowly explain to me where to go. This was because I really have no experience at all in taking the KTM and was really afraid I will get lost.

So, me, Miny, Ash and Bouncer set up to go KTM Subang.

Upon reaching, Ash and Bouncer then offered to send me to KL Sentral because they were afraid I will sesat somewhere (which I know I will).

Miny was more than happy to follow cause she have never been to KL Central. I was really touched for the fact that that they actually were with me the whole journey!!

Bouncer even helped me to clear the way when the train arrived and made sure I got in.

Then when I was in the train, 3 of them was still there making sure I was ok.

They waited till my train moved and waved their little hands at me a bid me farewell. How sweet was that??!!

looking grand eh?? lolx
smashing cake unto my face. tsktsk.
ashween. temaning me to kl sentral
posing before bio class
my home made cake
me and smart ass
me and my birthday egg. 4 real!
me and the guys..
davi belanja

strawberries!
empty cake
strawberries on cake snow!!! hahax
mr sarawak 2008.

IM RICH??

2008-06-03T03:34:00.000-07:00

Why do you think money doesn’t matter to me? What makes you think I can just enroll in anywhere and not care?

Because I’m rich?

God I never thought I would hate to hear people tell me that as much as I do now.

Even Mia feels burdened when she sees her parents forking out an iniquitous amount of money for her college fees.

What makes you think I’m fucking immune? Because I’m rich?

So what if my family seems a little above average?

Misinterpretation.

My father had to work for long hours to cater to our needs. It's not easy and Im not lucky. Why is it a crime for my siblings to enter the professional fields.

So what if my sister is a lawyer and a Doctor and my brother is a Dentist.

Is it a crime that you can't afford it. Is it wrong for studying in Taylor's and getting a nice environment to study in?

I don't think so. So, stop ending the conversation with "u so rich..."

It's not a crime if I can't afford things you can't and i won't place myself in your levels just to satisfy you.

Thank you.

saturday

2008-06-02T04:45:00.001-07:00

pretty jowen
ugly evan. ps. my hair is actually red. lol. i was jus kidding about the purple tonks colour. hahax.

i went out with jowen on saturday. finally. im not lazy anymore,! lolx. i came out of hibernation and went to parade. lol. finally. i was a little afraid of the sunlight as u know, i hibernated too long in my house watching CSIs and dvds. lolx. yeah. it was fun. though i was extremely lazy to leave home. lolx. jowen grew prettier. lolx. we gossiped-A LOT! and talk about all the silly things we used to do. long time ago. things that sound really lame and dumb 2 u but meant alot to us . ;p

ok. gtg. im talking alot of nonsensical stuffs nowadays.

purple evan

2008-05-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

do i look like Tonks??? hahax. !! i want to be her! lolx. i wanna marry Lupin ! wtf. jkjk

dyed my hair... AGAIN!!!! don't worry,its not spoilt.! lolx. though many prayed hard that my hair will have split ends! too bad. my hair is like my heart. strong and steady. unbreakable.!!! hahax. so, dont be jealous ya. i can perm,straighten,colour,burn,steam,chill,(u name it ive done it) and it will still be soft and manageable. lolx.!!! lisa how?? rambut macam nie boleh jalan masuk college gar?? lolx.! hahax. anyway, on the day i dyed my hair red and gold and black,ive made up my mind. ppl will know me 4 my hair. lolx!! silly me. and i admit, a LITTLE crazy~~ ;p hey,i am hu i am right?! lolx. love me as i am. and ill return your love with more of my crazY ideas! ;p I think ull love having me in you life!

NOT NARCISSISM!!!!!!

ezna bodoh

2008-05-29T04:24:00.001-07:00

ezna bodoh. connection macam muka dia!!! lolx. neway, she luks really sexy sleeping like that and letting me c her body. hahahahaahhahahahahax!!

btw. call ezna if ur company needs a model. she can move her thing like a star !!!! (she dint pay me 4 saying this!)

;p

2008-05-29T03:49:00.001-07:00

2 words. bored and loving it! these 2 weeks break is the best. i really dont want to go back to taylor's....;( i sure miss my fwenx tha. . .

this is my life//...~~

2008-05-28T02:39:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY!!!!

omg I'm so lazy.

yesterday,i slept till 1pm, woke up, watch TV, sleep, watch dvd,sleep,eat,watch TV and sleep.!!!! fuh!!!

so hectic ya. im enjoying this ! ! hahax. ! 2 weeks break is so freaking nice i really cant imagine going back to Taylor!!! y...y...y....!!!! ohya. Lisa!, Ive decided to do red!! u know what I'm saying right??

lolx. i wanted purple but i think ill look like some freak n as you know, the place that we are studying don't accept freaks in their circle. lolxzzxzx.!!

ohya.dear miss jowen. I'm waiting for your phone call tomorrow. please don't ffk me. i need you to tell me about everything happening here(not like there's much to say anyway) and ya about your life(not like u r going to have a life during spm year).

miss you so much. remember to call.! ill make sure I'm not sleeping! i promise! hehex. !!

MY BAPTISM

2008-05-26T03:55:00.000-07:00

i so dont look like myself. lolzx can u see that i was really nervous? the smile was so fake!!
ok...this is it... i was pactising my breathing...still trying to be calm..ok! in 5...4...3...2...1....
splash!!!!!!!!! ka boom!!! in the water!!!!!!
breee!!!!! so cold....thankfully i was not that fat at that time. otherwise, poor pastor wont have the strength to lift me up!!. hehe!!!

hi. im bored. lolx. so,ill tell you about my baptism. i was baptized when i was in standard 5 with my best friend at that time doly. :p it was really fun going to all the batism classes and we were more excited that pastor lai(at that time) was the 1 that is going to bastize us! hehezx. we understood everything we need about this ceremony and was really prepared for it. but i guess if i was given a choice, i would rather be baptize at an older age where i can have a deeper understanding about the meaning of baptism. but overall, im happy that i have made the decision to take part in this meaningful ceremony. lolxz.

all about sunday~

2008-05-26T02:05:00.001-07:00

Wow. its Monday and i don't have to wake up early to stare at my closet and to figure out what to wear to class. I'm so happy no class for 2 weeks. but mum wouldn't stop asking me to study.!!

I exhort myself to study. Whenever I feel like reaching for the computer I pull myself back and I study, intoning that I need to get a high TER to acquire gloating rights. I must I must I must!

so ya. lol. I'm missing my Taylor fwens so much and our frequent visits to the toilet! lolx. received an sms from Lisa today telling me that she missed me and that just made my day! fuh!

went out buying groceries with my family yesterday in Tesco. i used to hate going to Tesco but i was so happy yesterday! lolx. haven't been doing this routine with mama since Feb. i love home!! lolx.

We went Bukit Tambun to eat yesterday. mum ordered "mah lai chai ong choy" and me, papa and che started laughing really loudly.! direct translation of what mama had said was --sayur kangkung masak budak lelaki melayu!

We then corrected her. its actually "mah lai chan ong choy" or something like that. lolx. damn funny!

i also ate Mantis Shrimp. which to me was not delicious at all and i feel so blekx after eating it and it cost RM 20 for one tiny thing..

MISS NG WAI KIEN

MR NG KHENG CHATMRS NG aka MISS IRENE LOHMANTIS SHRIMP (its rm80 here) and it taste like prawns!mum's "mah lai chai ong choy!"

sisters!

miss taufan

2008-05-26T02:05:00.000-07:00

IM NOT INTERESTED IN BOYS LA. GET THE IDEA FAST LA. STOP MSN-ING ME TO ASK ME WHY LA. =.=

There was once a girl named ...named... ah ma. Ah ma went to college where the shocking surrounding of new people sends mixed signals to her body. Entering the class on the first day, Ah Ma was shocked to see boys and girls interacting so closely with one another. Ah Ma was even terrified looking at girls with mini skirts in the class (okay...only two).

One day, Ah Ma even told one of the boys that the pretty, charming, lovable and forgiving girls that wears mini skirts to class are bitches and if she was to wear something mini, ~~it will definitely be for her boobs cause it's so flat like the airport with two little bumps.~~ She'll definitely look much hotter and attractive than the 3 pretty, charming, lovable and forgiving girls . (what's stopping you??)

Hmmph. Taufan is her name and she is out and gone! HOORAY!!!

summary

2008-05-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

im too lazy to write long stories. so,here's d summary 4 d month
in LAN class. i was checking out 'ahem' while miny and lisa was busy doin "art". c d coconut on jason's hair!!! omg!! hahax

david look so cute!!! hasil kerja miny! menjadikan the top boy in the class macam retard!

3 guys. doin work?? no... doin wat??? i have no idea!!! definitely not listening to mr sam!

jason in deep concentration. pravin in shallow concemtration. hahax. check out lisa practising kissing with her bottle!

red day n we are red!!! hey, v support all the college activities k!!!

McD ICE CREAM MANIACS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sin eu. stop playing with ur hair la~!

michael is gone. omg. i feel so sad. i have 1 goat gone. cant bully him anymore. thank god miny and david still here. lolzx . mike was lukin at his fren -kena ejek~

this guy actually dared to leave without telling. thank god david told nicle and nicole told us. and ya. then miny told me. g6 is going to be so dull. lolxz mike! 1st june going to be up! pump it!

sundeep's birthday cake. hahahahahax. at first it was "sunddep bodoh" lisa's idea. then it was "sundeep sial" miny's idea. and then i scolded them and decided on " sundeep comel!"

all different hands helping to light up the damn candle!

junk food day in class. hahax.

food passing. sin eu scolded wen li 4 eating like she have never seen junk food before. and he was really pissed by her. sama sarawak tapi lain budaya. wtf.

lisa listening to mr sammi after snacking. hahax. nicole was bz sms-ing, me n miny bz writting

ash and saach. sleeping?? talking??? i have no idea~!

suying crying after wen li curi her food. so no manners! suyin, u cant call mike bushy eyebrows anymore. the funniest thing suying ever told us about mike was " u know ah, his eyebrows are so bushy, its like screaming for me to shave it off! its like there's those lil post it notes on his eyebrows saying "shave us!!!" and im so tempted to shave it!!!" hahahax. that was seriously damn funny!!

love letters in the bin!

2008-05-24T00:10:00.001-07:00

MUAHAHAHAHAX!

Well, if u know my past, u would have probably know that i was once in a bad relationship- 2 year back!!!. so, after breaking up with this guy,i actually sat down every day for 1 month writting letters to him. i know i know. vwry stupid and silly. but hey, im was just 16 ok! well.yeasterday, i gathered all my courage, sat down and finally open my envelope with all the letters and read them ONE BY ONE! i actually laugh at every single shit i wrote. i cant believe i would say such mushy words like that. anyway, all grown up now, i have decided that some memories are not meant to be kept. so, i threw it all in the rubbish bin.

(d pict is small coz i dont want those nothing better to do humans to magnify the pict and read da content-)

but hey, noone and i mean NOONE should know that i was that weak once upon a time, so,ive got to hapuskan the bukti before throwing! hahax. i thought of burning it but it was so late d la. n im afraid ill burn down the house. so, i took all the letters to my bathroom, took a bucket of water and wash those letters!!! muahhaahax

. it was so fun! after finishing, i took all the paper macerate and wrap it in an envelope and threw it in da bin! fuh.

Just for you to know, i was never angry with da boy, i thank him cause without him, i would not have grown up to be a woman. it takes just one bad relationship to turn an immature girl to a mature lady! lolx. Im doing this to show to u that im letting go of my past cause the best in life is just about to begin NOW. ;P the love ride of my life is just about to spin. snap it baby! lolx -mum quoted this for me- im so happy to be 18 on friday the 13th!!!!! itz gonna be massive!

MUM'S BIRTHDAY!

2008-05-23T23:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday was so so unlucky. it was mum's birthday but cheche think that god was playing a prank on us. OK. maybe it was a test. we went subang parade to get mum da secret recipe cake. chosen by me!!i chose chocolate cause mum loves chocolate!! okla i oso love la. lolx. hehex. and ya. have to carry the heavy cake and take a bus to Pudu Raya. have to cram up with really smelly people with stinky body odours and made me stink as well! well, we were pretty late so, we ran to our bus the moment we reach pudu-still with da heacy cake. fuh!! after a long journey, we have finally reached ipoh. me n cheche planned to take cab home from medan gopeng. stupid cab charge us rm25! wtf. so i told Che never mind la. we wait 4 the bus. we decided to eat sweet corn while waiting and suddenly, the rain started pouring heavily!!! we had to run with da heavy cake everywhere. finally, after 2 hours, we finally got into a bus to medan kidd. !!! and da bus ride was almost 45 minutes! heavy traffic. the cars were barely moving!! me and cheche were cursing all the way since we wanted to be home before mama and papa comes home at 8pm! bla bla bla. after enduring the whole test that god gave, we have finally reached home!!!!!

papa was with our plans. he dint tell mum about us coming home on her birthday! so, me and che che set up everything while mama were getting ready for homecell. then,papa wistled loudly-our signal! and, we came out singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!. mama were practically crying already. lolx. cause she thought papa forgot about her Secret Recipe cake. lolx. and she were so shocked to find us back home! like omg.! and i tricked her by sms-ing her telling her how me and cheche were eating our dinner back in Subang! hehex.!!

so ya. mama still brags about it to people about her birthday suprise. cause we the NG'S rarely celebrate birthdays. so, mama were really happy after all these years, her 2 daughters came all the way home to give her a suprise! hehe. so ya. here are the pictures!

mama and papa together. mama is 50 today already!!!! and she still look so young.. - without any skincare products mind u!

mama helping papa adjust his shirt coz papa was in such a rush that he forgot to wear his shirt correctly! che che presenting mama da cake -she's actually crying!yummy eh this cake!!! i chose it. all secret recipe cakes are delicious but this is da bomb. though che said she wud prefer da other fruit cakes! the cake was abit 'off' d la due to the strenous journey!

mama cutting her cake. mama screams-"ahh...no picts plex! no make up!!!"

one mission completed by the Ng sisters!!!!! case closed!!!! what a day!! our legs were so sore after this.... but hey, mama's happy!

SMS!!!

2008-05-02T20:54:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!!!! A GALLERY OF SWEET SMS-es!!!!

(message by nicole when i cried after chemistry class)

(message by mama when i cried cause home sick)

(message by miny when i cried after saying something stupid)

(message by miny after i helped her screw up this stupid boy)

(message by lisa when i cried the night b4 maths exam)